first of all, i wld like to thank those people who wished me luck for the interview/drawing test.
it really helped me out and i actually passed and got the course =)
thanks alot mom, faya bestie & feriaz for accompanying me.
though it took such a long time and you guys had to wait for me to come out.
and peeps, don't stop contacting just alrdy aye. we'll meet up again soon.
so yeah, schl will be starting on 5 jan 2009.

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ytd we went to munirah's b'day pit at c.sands resort.
met up with faya bestie with shidee first at tamp to buy her gift.
sent shidee to the mrt and we headed to c.sands.
suprisingly, we all came first before mun and her fam =.="
met faez, rashidee and feiraz at there first.
and came along nasyitah, shahirah, ferouz, hazim, dumb, sharul, shahadun, asimah, rinny and livia (sorry if i spelled wrongly)

fast-forward -
everything was ok when i got real pissed off with this kid.
i was happily eating when this 'kid' next door irritated me like fu*k!
felt like throwing my plate of mee and chicken at his face sia.
but luck was on his side that his parents were there. great.
yeah i lost my mood to eat, obviously.

everyone had a great time laughing and talking amongst one another.
i didn't really enjoyed it actually. i myself don't know why.
well, that's all i just wanna share abt.
Happy 2009 to all !

Hip-Hip Hooray!

right. so i was admitted to CC-TP
which is where my first choice of course will be at;
Digital Media Design Video Effects.
i will have to attend an interview and a drawing test this monday.
oh man, does this course really need to have all that?
ait nehmind, i can draw.


&bestielove; thanks for accompanying me today yaw^^
oh wait, the weather was being so kind to us today!
seriously, it made me sweat! =.="
and and good lil ants invaded our place. tak senang nak draw.
so yeah, that was what i draw just now. amacam?
i know i can't hold the pencil properly la bestie. gahh!
heh, but i still can draw right?
oh yeah, ty for yr comment on the drawing though(:

you've got to show me how you draw some day okay!
i'll be the first to lol at it. Muahahahaa! kiddin yaw.



shclrshp on 3rd january!
can't wait can't wait! ka-ching, ka-ching!
be jealous people d:

yeah! this show is hilarious!

i think it's the best show for this season.
went with faya bestie to catch it.
at first we went to vivo's but it was farkin FULL!=.=
so w/o wasting time, we went to watch at tamp's then.
i'm sorry for making you waste yr energy and time by gg back and forth ait.
so yea, we reached in time for the show to start at 6.45pm.
and i hate christmas season. sejok nak mampos!
ok here are some images from the show.
& my fav part too^^


[above] jim potter. Hahaha!
this show deserves a thumbs up yaw! (Y)
you should watch it. cuz i already have.
we LOL-ed throughout the whole show right bestie?
seriously. jim carrey makes you LMAO!^^
and whatever opportunities that comes to you, just say "YES!" without any hesitation.
you're saying no to life, and therefore, you're not living it


ait. photos time!
we're the cullens. ceh!
don't say anything nisa! haha!
yeah i know quite lousy quality=.=
anyway, meet up soon again bestie!
and oh; thanks again for the wallet and spending time with me aye?
ily.

hooray!
bestie will be back tmr!^^
finally, i can talk crap with you again. hahaha!
it's been like so boring these few days okay.
you're like a drug to me.
that i'm addicted to you.

i like my own personal brand of heroine.

hello people, i'm dead tired.
just got back from cycling w the g00nz.
it wasn't bad til i got my legs cramped.
i can't cycle properly cuz it's been years since i last rode a bicycle.
so yeah, i kinda lost to the others when racing.
haha! who cares anyway.
don't laugh, it's not funny.

well, this time we have more people to go cycling with.
faez, rashidee, feiraz, sharul, dumb, hazim, fikri&his girl, nasyitah &lil bro, haziq, shahirah and munirah.
and good 'ol sharul came late again, as always.
idk if you will ever change dude.

xxxxx

we reached east coast ard 2+
went to the bike shop and combined e/o's money for the rent.
while calculating, a platoon of china people came in to rent bikes.
wtf? i think it's ard the range from 30-40 people? O.o
and idk why they have to talk so loudly.
the friend is just right in front of em' and the fella was like shouting at his face.
is he deaf or what? wierd freakin' people.
i lol-ed to that deaf fella anyway. haha!^^
so yea, got ourselves the bikes and went off.
this time we got an extra 1hour. cuz idk why.
so we had 3hours of cycling in total.
oh yeah, they provide mineral water too though.

so yeah, we had countless of races and breaks throughout the day.
exhausting okay. what do you know? heh.
Muahaha!
oh not to forget, happy b'day to sharul.
at last 16 eh born.late.kid. Hahaha!
got his all time fav b'day bash in the bus and at east coast.
woohoo! rauf's turn will be next time.

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3 more days to go.!
oh bestie, can't wait for you to return^^
can anyone change today to monday?
alright then. my fingers are tired too.
so i wanna rest yaw. gdnite.

lemme start by saying, ....
fcuk!

i got a 'U' for math.
so my chances of getting more interesting and better courses are, LOST.
i've alr looked through the booklet of courses.
so im having big doubts abt it now.
darn.! ):

---

anyways, it's alr the 2nd day w/o faya bestie.
sighs* i wonder when u'll come back.
i feel so empty.

so today bestie went off at 10plus in the morning.
oh shucks, i can't survive the nights w/o u =.="
well, i hope you have fun over there yeah?
&don't forget what i said to you before you left alright.
take care of yrself and come back safely
i miss you!): no one can replace you, serious.

okay. so i'm all alone at home right now.
boredom strikes me!
gahh, &tmr i will be taking my results O.o
and again, i hope i get good results!
*prays hard*

ait gdnight to y'all.

hi. my name is ruzz culllen.
and i will share with you abt what i did today.
hahaha! don't be afraid.
i won't hurt you while you're reading this.
^^

okay. took my pay just now.
and good that they've also added the last show's short pay.
among them, my pay is the highest. Muahaha!
Ahhh! puas hati la.
So after that, went to warehouse to survey some bermudas.
i didn't buy any cuz to me, it doesn't attracts me.
haha. so yeah.
the others went fishing at changi valley so i went back home alone.
mangkok. hujan-hujan pon pergi jugak. ais2.


what else? met faya bestie and we went for the movies^^
woohoo! twilight beb! really great yknow.
anyway sorry to make you do the 2.4km run aye bestie? haha.
i still think that victoria should be killed at the last part.
the show ends there that one more shithole is still alive. grrr!=.=
&yeah, wasted eh bestie tk dpt camwhore tadi? huhu.
nehmind, next time yaw! (H)
sayang kao!^^

so tmr, will be having an outing with the goonz.
oh yeah, welcome back dumb.
sial! go hols only ahh!=.="
haha alright. cya all tmr.

right. so ytd was the last day of another show.
it's SIGGRAPH ASIA 2008. idk if any of you know it or not.
ahaha. so yeah, it was quite ok la.
i took home a 3D specs with me^^
coolio beb!


anyway, glad enough to get to rest at home again.
no more shows says Mr. Yap. good good.
i wanna njoy the rest of the days resting.
and so i'll be taking my pay on monday. which is tmr.
office shifted from lavendar to ubi.
err-mazing! can i have the exact lacation pls?ha!=.=


oh yeah, 4 more days to results! O.o
i hope i did well? yeah hopefully.
cuz if i don't, it's gonna suck ass, really.
ait. i worry too much.

moving on ...
hey bestiebestiebestie!
can't wait to go to the movies with you soon^^
&it'll be the first show tmr ait.
will confirm with you again ltr on yaw! :]

fcuk yeah!
haha. why am i so excited?
alright. went shopping just now with faez, ayam, kak sheila and kak kelly.
i bought two tees from topman and another baseball tee at bugis street =]
was tiring though. phew
went back ard 8plus to faez's crib.
then prepared to go fishing with abg chucky at pulau ubin.
was too tired, so i went back home. ahaha!
sorry guys. next time ait.
calculation: now my money is down to $110?

i hope mark doesn't call to come for work.
aku penat! Hahaha.
oh yeah, planning to watch a movie with faya bestie soon.
twilight is on the 18th=.=
that's too long. and bestie will be gg overseas on the 17th :(
soooo i'll see what great movies are available for now aye.
can't wait! ^^

PENAT!

ye aku penat. tmr will be the last day of the exhibition.
then i can rest like !@$WQQ% ! (Y)
oh yeah, the exhibition is abt oil&gas though.
now let the pictures do the talking..

oh yeah, the uncle on the left side is Uncle Wong.(buddy)
right, Mr Johnny.(supervisor)

both talk alot!
standard uh org tua. Muahaha!
tmr last day and will be gg home at 2200 !=.=
and and tmr get pay also! woohooo~

2nd day of work.
tiring! but then, was quite ok la.
ayam 36+24hrs. you're crazy.
nehmind, its yr decision anw.

xxxxx

and i came in late today!
haha, with kak syila only.
exhibition on till 5 dec i guess?
shucks dude, really.
i wanna sleep all the way at home till afternoon like i always do!
to faya, i know la best right. hmph :P
hahaha. k after exhibition ends then i'll slack.

anyway my head gets nauseous thinking abt every problem.
seriously, I DON'T KNOW what to say to you.
i can't treat you right. and so do you.
the smile i had before has been wiped away.
therefore i won't waste my time on this.
and there will be no more when a jealous man finds a gun okay.
I'm done with those shitsx!

oh, &thats faya bestie!
accompanied her to find a job
so yeah (:


& it's time tooooooo.....update! haha.

well, nth much happened these days.
but last last night was a hell of a fun day!
fun but yeah tiring.
im lazy to type it all down..
ahah. sorry readers.

was sposed to meet the g00nz at sentosa ytd.
EARLY, at 11am. but i came late.
Muahaha! had something on la.
i met my hero =P
it was raining heavily though.
woooo. nasib baik aku belum berangkat. ^^
then in the end met them ard 4plus at vivo.
killed time, talk crap and eat eat eat.
haha ok whatever d00d.

& tomorrow will be my first day of work.
gotta wake up early. like normal school times.=.="
oh maaayn. the pants they gave is like sooooo baggy sah.
who would wanna wear em?
i'll surely look like a clown if i do.
ha, i'll find smething nicer dont'cha know!

ok i'm tired.
time to DROP DEAD.

ait. i sriously can't do it okay.
people do change.
but why did i change after being so good in the past?
god damn it.
i realised how i treated you ytd and also the days back then.
it was WORSE than a friend am i right.

a million chances given and i wasted it all.
i simply can't make things better sah.
fcuk!
now that you've made up yr mind, i can't say anything more.
cuz it's yr decision.
i guess i'll let time do the rest..=(

Happy Brithday to my Mum !

b'day gurl for the day ! (:

omg mum, you're getting old alr.
hahaha. ait, happy birthday to you
and may all yr wishes come true.
oh yeah, sorry mum! i dont't have any money in the meantime.
i'll get something for you when i get my pay aye? :]

♥ you mum!

so yeah, my old phone is back.
got it repaired last two days.
and my first day of work is on 28th Nov.
should be exhibition first uh.
damn, when will i get the bonus money?! =.="
aku nak duit !

Yesah!
Like finally, it's all over.
The courses and the tests.
And and great news! I PASSED! =]
No more head cracking situations to go through.
But actually, i nearly failed this last test today.
Forgot the steps and answers. =.="
Luckily the tester was malay and he helped me out. *phew*
I took like abt 1hours 15mins to complete the test?
Muahahaha! Target was sposed to be an hour or some mins before an hour.
Takpe, aku sengaje nak kasi tester stress. ^^

Now i have to wait for Susan's call and fllw instructions.
I wonder when i'll get the bonus money..$$$
No, my eyes doesn't have the dollar sign money okay.
Oh yeah, not forgetting too.
Thanks to the others too, Su, Vanita, Helmi, Faez and Feiraz.
Congrats mates! Meh g enjoy.

There's still some more!

Received news from trainer that we still have to come nxt mon and tues.
=.=" aku da malas nak pergi course la.
it should've ended just now. sposed to be a week.
hais2. nehmind, just attend uh.
so mon and tues is half-day course and wed will be WSQ 103C!(test)
oh shucks! i btr rmmbr the steps and answers to the questions.
group 1 has alr finished theirs just now. all passed.
hmm...so i think my group won't have any problems.
oh yea, su left early today cos her child is sick.
make sure come on mon and tues. gotta revise on WSQ 102 okay.

oh gyeah forgot to tell ya'all smething.
we had lots of lepak time than revising! woo0!
trainer briefed us on what to do and he went to the office to complete some ppr shits.
da gitu, sikit2 tea break tea break tea break. baik pe dia?
duit pon cpt je hilang lama-lama g break. Hahaha!

and i changed my skin alr.
how is it? looks neater? nicer? maut tk?
Muahaha! K shall update again soon.

Third day of work course.

Finally, 3 head-cracking days of course has passed.
A lot of papers were given to us, the soon-to-be security officers.
Had to do lots of acting and stuffs.
To prepare for the test. Susah giler sia..wth.
But some staffs there assure us that we'll surely pass the test.
But the thing is, the training officer who is in charge of our group made it hard for us.

Tomorrow practical.
And i hope the sposed-to-be our trainer is in charge of our group tmr.
I don't like the way the current trainer trains us. Heh.
Well, nth much happened anw today at work centre.
My group has only 6 ppl including me.
And we all HATE Mr.Samy !(current trainer for the meanwhile)
Now i gotta revise the pprs given out.
So shall update soon.
Buhbye! d:

CC sial.

That is Kiky. Faez's cat.
The fur is just so smooth.
And she is in fact, BIG.
Always around when i come to his house.
Actually there are two more acts in his house.
Hahaha. K drop it.


Aku binget. pasal ape?
Cause my application for the bursary thingy, failed!
Wtf? They say that if you alr received from MOE last year, you won't be able to get it this year.
Here's what i think. FUCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCK YOU!
If i was to do get double, so be it.
The money was supposed to be a motivational thing to students.
And if you're doing this, you're NOT helping them.

Mom said to wait if there's a chance MOE will have some scholarships giveouts.
Hmmm..i hope there is. Fuck CC!

Work.

I applied work already with feiraz.
We are currently gonna be working at Legend, as security.
And which is also recommended by faez.

Next week, monday.
I will be attending the course for a week.
And then, the test of course the next day.
The supervisor there said the course is very easy.
He told us that even a chinese man who can't talk english, can pass.
What about me? fuck yeah...Hahaha!
I'll give it a go then.

Happy Birthday to you.

To who?
To Nasyitah, happy 16th birthday!
We went bowling ytd to celebrate her birthday in advance.
There was Me, Feiraz, Rashidee, Ferouz and Dumb.
The others couldn't come for i-don't-know what reason.
So yeah, nasyitah was the only girl there.
Hahaha.

I didn't join the game cause i didn't feel like bowling.
And i suck at bowling. Really, trust me.
So in the end, the scoreboard shows it all.
The guys, lost to the only girl there!

Positions:
1st - Nasyitah
2nd - Sharul
3rd - Feiraz
4th - Rashidee
5th, Last - Dumb.

Dumb muke sedih je kalah.
Muahahaa! Try harder man.
Yeah, nasyitah had her luck that day.


After that, we headed to Macdonalds.
Ate there and headed back to bedok interchange and home.
K my hands are tired of typing. That's all for today.

New skin again..

Penat aku...
Was forced to change blogskin cause gf's com was too lousy it can't view my blog.
Muahahaha! =p
Looks nicer though than the previous one. Haha.
&bby, i hope you'll get well soon yaw.
Eat yr medicines and have plenty of rest.
I think you're sick of listening to it everday. LOL!
K that's all. Buhbye!

On the 18....to be continued..

BACK, on the 18, i'm going for interview at Seoul Garden.
I wanted to go earlier, like now? But the other two cunts wanted it to be on 18.
Ok cause on the 16 and 17 we're gg out raya-ing with the g00nz.
SO, if i get to work by tmr, the dates will be caught up yeah.
Aku sebenarnya macam malas pon ada nak jalan raye. Haiz.
Da la ribot, ramai2 pergi. Gila babi betol.
Hahaha.

I want work.
Work want me.
I cannot live w/o work.
Work doesn't exist w/o me.
No work, no money.
Muahaha!

Aku da nak pokai.

Hell yeah, from $87, now i'm left with less than $20?
I'm lazy to check.
So yeah, went to Far east plaza with girlfriend yesterday..
I bought a shirt and a wallet.
Wallet same dgn girlfriend la. Power eh?
Hahaha.

And at last! Found the shop that sells Zoo York shoes.
$159 beb. Mahal jugak la.
Went to boards & stuffs to check out skate stuffs.
Hmm..idk when and where to buy a deck.
My head spins thinking abt it. K tkpe, g dgn sedare uh lain hari check.

Aku da nak kerje tak lama lagi.
So i'll earn some money and buy my stuffs.
Me, my cousin and dumb are gonna apply for work after school tomorrow. So yea.
Oh yeah, tomorrow will be the last day i'm gonna be in that sick school =__="
Goodbye fucking teachers and mates. I'm leaving.
Muahaha!

And Mrs Yeo, you're such a hassle yeah?
Asking me to pay up cause i lost the fucking badge.
It was in my wallet that time when i lost it.
So what do you want me to do? Search for my wallet again and get the badge for you?
FUCK YOU! My pockets are empty, i'm not gonna pay up.
Stop stalking me aite. Phew*

K done.
Shall update more soon yaw.
Byebye.

New tea.

I just tasted the good old tea yesterday.
Strawberry tea. Soothes my throat yknow?
Hahaha.
But sadly, it's only available at Cameron Valley.
It's nowhere to be found in Singapore.
I'm only left with one packet of that Strawberry tea.
Oh shiiiiit! Nehmind, normal tea masih ada =)

Going shopping with girlfriend this Monday.
Woohoo! Can't wait, can't wait, can't wait!

Doomsday passed.

Today is actually 3 October 2008.
The date lembab..

So yeah, just took that shit subject ever just now =__="
I left two questions blank cause the question was..UNLOGICAL!
What the fuck? The setter must be out of his freaking mind !
Really, tak bedek.
Da uh, i don't wanna waste my time talking abt it.

Niari takde plans.
Macam nak keluar, tapi tak tau nak g mane.
Girlfriend busy hari raya-ing with family.
Bahh..i'm alone. Bored like fcuk.
Duit collection tak sebrape. $70+ jek.
& i don't know what to do with it.
Maybe spend on shoes? clothes? underwear??
Hahaha. Gonna work soon!
So i'll have my own money to spend on my own stuffs.

Besok da raya.

Niari aku puasa.
Last day mah, tak kan nak batal?
And besok dah Hari Raya.
I don't feel the excitement this year.
And i don't know why.
Haha. Ok so done with cleaning my room right after Sahur tadi.
The room was filled with dust! Hidung tak boleh tahan beb.
I slacked first. Baring-baring kat katil.

Then helped my mom and brother to throw away unnecessary items and shits from my room.
My room looks more spacious now. Nak main bola dalam bilik pon boleh. :d
So dust here, dust there, vacuum and pooff! Da habes.
Slept after all the cleaning and woke up at 1.05pm.
Went out of my room and watched my brother playing Dota.
Angkat baju, pergi kedai and now my siblings are all in Dreamland except fr me.

Still have to prepare the living room soon.
It's not fully done yet.
Ok uh, wanna go bathe already.

New blogskin.

Fuck yeah!
Now i'm sticking to this skin. (H)
Been searching and editing it from just now.

Done with maths paper 1.
It was HELL! What the fuck?
Whaddup with paper 2 then? =__="
And that is on the 3 of October.
I want a miracle to happen.
Make me pass math this time if possible...
(Prays)

End of normal school days.

Semalam gerek.
To them, it's like a celebration already.
But still, exams are not over yet.
Everyone running all over the school like fools.
I can't join cause my shoe and socks were wet and i had to dry em' up.

Miss Farhana gave off 60bucks to some of us yesterday.
Because some of the bastards from the other classes came and invaded my classroom.
So she offered us to make them fuck off the class, 20bucks in exchange.
20bucks was what she offered us at first.

Only me, Dumb and Feiraz took up the offer.
So we went looking for her after class.
Came, and she gave us 60bucks to separate among ourselves.
20 to Dumb, 20 to me, & 20 to Feiraz.
But now, i'm left with $10.80cents.
Cause i spent some of the money. =)
Hahaha.

It's coming..

Came in late for school today.
Cause of long hair and didn't want to get caught.
Hah yeah, whatever.
I just received my report book.
And it was...quite ok? Well, not really.
I passed all my subjects except for freaking maths.
Got a 'U' for it. =__="

Yeah, it was disappointing i know.
I feel like killing the setter for the paper.
& Math paper 1 is this coming Monday!
Blow off my head will ya?
Okay, i'm talking crap.

Anyway, i'm re-planning my wishlist.
It's been reset and i'm hardly to get any money and strike em off one by one.
Not all are really used by money though.
Hahaha.

Change Me.

I'm not fasting today.
Why? Because i've got alot of problems lately.
My head is giddy enough. I can't take much more of this.
I need a break.

So yesterday, i slept at 3.15am.
I didn't wake up for Sahur.
I didn't even go to school cause of this.

To that person, i was unable to sleep okay.
I can't help thinking about it.
If i had kept my promise to change, this wouldn't have happen.
I just wished it didn't happen.
But i was a fool to make it happen.
Really, a fool.
I apologise, i'm sorry.

Now, you want me to change.
Okay, this time i will change for real.
So tell me if you've noticed any difference in me.
Today marks the day i will try and change slowly.

Geli aku, Geli !

Yeah. I'm so pissed off with this Chinese guy today.
I was in the toilet at Tampines MRT, standard la.
Then i wash my hands, the guy ask, "You cut short already ah?"
I was like, huh? cut what sia?
Cause i was busy doing my hair. So i thought he asked me if i cut my hair or what.

So i randomly say "ya" .
Then next he ask, "Can stand up or not?"
At that part, i realised what he was talking about.
I got irritated so i say, "What stand up sia?!"
& then! His last question, guess what?
"Can i see it?" WAH CB!
Fucking gay old man. Go fuck yourself la.
Old already, don't wanna die. Hahaha.
Tunggu ape lagi? Get out from toilet uh.

& baby bunny, sorry for today alright?
I shouldn't have lost my temper.
It's because of this person that made me lose my cool today.
Haiz.. i'm really sorry baby.
I love you, i've always do (H)

Happy At First, Bingit At Last

Wtf? It's been such a long long time i get to blog.
The reason, the damn monitor is spoilt.
And i have to get a new one. Ok forget about this shit.
Today is 11 September.
And guess what?
It's my 12th anniversary with rose! =D
How happy could i be? *jumps*
Sadly, no money to buy anything yet for gf on this special day.
When i have the money, i'll get something for you alright?

Now, to studies..
My 'N' level exams has started.
And so many papers has passed now.
English, malay, cpa & eoa practical.
Now i'm left with my mathematics and EOA theory i guess.
Very worrying for my maths.
I failed maths straight from primary 6 till now.
Can you imagine how horrible is that?!
What the heck? Stop daydreaming la Ruzz!
Ok, focus for the whole of this and next month; first week.


Oh yeah, i lost my wallet the other day.
And inside, there's my ez-link card, ic card! and $1+ money =.=
Saddening right? Bingit beb, bingit!
I made report already.
So after 3 days or a week, no return, then i have no choice but to make a new one.
Adult ez-link is killing me, in just a day, $5+ can be gone, just like that.
The amount at first was $9.45cents.
A lot of things have happened recently.
I'm lazy to type em all out.
So that's all for today.

Done.

Happy Birthday To Me.

I'm legal, i'm 16.
Sweet age yeah.

Ok a quick list of those who wished me;

My family, Rose(gf), Faya(bestie), Mimi, Zizi, Ira, Shahidah, Hazim, Feiraz, Sakinah, Shahirah, Jahan, Munirah, Ferouz &sme of my cuz's and friends who knows me.
(:

Thank you all.
Where is my cake? Muahaha!
I hope some of my wishes in my wishlist comes true.
Hopefully...

Silence.

Yeah, it has been so long since i last post.
My com is dead.
First virus, now monitor spoilt.
Great luck.

So right now im at my friend's house.
Sorry but i won't be updating for some time.
I guess i'll have to wait for a new com.
NEWEST in my wishlist.
(bah..)

Dickies Bag.

Woohoo! this bag totally attracts my attention.
I'm gonna get my hands on it no matter what it takes. I'm not kidding.
So this bag is only available at Miz 29 shop.
Yeah, there's one at Century Square. Gonna check it out! (:
And plus, Vans shoes there are damn nice.
But they are quite expensive though. I need moneeeeey, badly. (-.-")
Nevermind, i'll save up.


Now put that aside, it's about my gf now.
It's been a long long time we've seen e/o.
I miss you so much baby ):
Meet up soon okay. we'll watch the fireworks together.
I love you cupcakecutie! muahs!
Oh yeah, 7 more days baby!(H)

XOXO

Racial Harmony; "Be Yourself Day"

Gyeah, it was actually on friday; 25 July 2008.
They conducted this "Be Yourself Day" event.
Encouraged us to wear home clothes for the first time in school after 4 years.
Hahaha. Skola kental, ape nak buat.
Wanna know what i wore?
You will see for yourself soon. (:
At first, i thought we were given a half-day.
But get to know, the first two lessons are normal lessons.
So first two periods, math and cme.
Great cause Mrs.Yeo didn't do anything for cme.
So the whole class just slack around.
As for math, we just did some paper "shits".
Hahahaha! What a bore.
And the rest, performance time. -.-
Boring! What else could i say?
And and recess was extended to an hour.
So during that time, we took some shots together.
Ok, so here are sme pictures,

From left: mus, rauf, hazim and feiraz.

Fuck yeah! & the one in blue is of course me.
oh, don't mind the finger. =D

Ferouz, my best pal.
he's the only one whom im close with.

Nicely taken. Great shot eh.

Ah ni pic aku tak suke. See someone behind feiraz?
That's munirah. spoilt the damn pic sia. grrgrr~!

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Alright, that is all of em.
Ok so my prelims have already started.
Yesterday was Basic and listening for malay.
Next upcoming paper, English paper 1 & 2.
And that is on 12 August.

New skin.

Oh yes, i changed my blogskin again.
Sorry if the clrs are abit disturbing to sme eyes.
It's for Stevie Wonders eyes only. Hahaha.
Just joking around yeah =D

Now, why i change my skin?
Firstly, the current skin reflects on how i'm feeling. As in my mood.
Secondly, i don't have anything to do. So i use up my time on doing it.
And lastly, i just hate to use the same damn skin. fckg dull.

Friday, Racial Harmony Day.
I'm still having doubts on what to wear.
Feeling kinda lazy at the moment too of cming to schl on tht day.
Mhmmms...i'll think abt it.

Don't mind the date above.
I post this today, Monday 21 July.
There were alot of gg outs these few days.
Weird. but yeah.

Saturday,19 July 2008

After meeting up w/ gf, i went home cause my family are gonna have picnic at Changi.
Got back home, changed and went out at 6+pm. My brother didn't fllw cuase he's dead in his sleep.
Hahaha. So kinda bored w/o him ard. Lucky my cousin tagged along.
Reached there, settled dwn, then went looking fr toilet. For what? It's for me to know and for you to find out.
Ahahaaa. Then we bumped in to yasmin. A schoolmate of mine.
She opened pit then invited us to come over.
But no, i'm not interested. No thanks. Buzz off.
Oh yeah, the sky was dark and i knew it's gonna rain in no time. So guess what?
I was RIGHT! it rained, at first it was just drizzling. Then it got heavier. WTF?!
Luckily the tent was already set up and there was more than enough space fr all of us. phew


Chilled fr a while then the rain stopped. hooray!
Tunggu ape lagi? Keluar ah. Hahaha.
All i do was, eat eat EAT.
I will grow fat soon sia like this. -.-"
Changi alr has a bicycle shop yknow.
It just opened i guess. The time i went there, there wasn't any bike shop.
But it closes on 8.00pm. So fast eh.
Too bad i didn't get a chance to rent bike cause it was alr closed down.
Great. Ah nevermind.
Now, here is the kekek part.
I and my cuz grew up together. And i just discovered smething abt him tht night.
Guess what? After 16years of age, he doesn't know how to swing a swing.
Hahaha! i thought he knew. A shock to know that.
Kesiankan dia nye pasal eh. I teached him how to swing.
Good that he now knows how to swing. Thanks to me. HAHA!
But he's the type that gets dizzy easily. hmmms.
We swinged together but i don't get dizzy. he does.
I don't get dizzy easily maybe. He can't stand it.
So we headed back to tent and eat, again. Haha.
So blablabla, we reached home ard 3+am.
Tired la of course. Done.

Sunday, 20 July 2008

And tht was yesterday.
A very kecorable day.
At least it wasn't a boring day.
Cause usually, sunday is a very boring day fr me.
I went to skate at the park, while waiting fr my aunties and uncles to come.
What occasion? I don't know. So random.
Got back home ard 4plus and rested.
My grandmother wanted to order kfc, but she doesn't know la.
So i asked my mom. We ordered a whole lot of chickens.
Woohoo! But there were no cheese fries. Wasted.
Soon, the delivery guy came and delivered our meal.
Ate, and then my niece and her parents came.
Then one by one came. My house, was fcuking packed.
Then came another of my aunts. brought two cakes w/ her.
I wonder, whose bday is it? mhmms.
So get to know, it was my younger cuz's bday. But tomorrow.
K takpe. Aku nak tu cake je. Hahaha.
Both cakes tasted great! One of the cakes are like these glossy chocolate layering on top.
And the other was hot fudge chocolate. Sedap dok.

Lepas makan, g skate.
Ride along the corridor of my house at first.
Ni part aku tak suke.
I ride w/o knowing what was in the way.
Know what? Ada pot-pot bunga jiran aku.
Tak sempat nak brake, so i make myself fall dwn to d ground.
So tht i won't hit the damn pots. grrr!
Luckily only my leg got injured. damn.
Jalan tempang ah apa lagi.
K dah, cukup.


Today, Monday, 12 July 2008

I didn't went to schl because of my injured leg.
Can't seem to walk properly.
Then how the hell am i sposed to walk to school and everything?
Hopefully it recovers so tht i can go to school tmr.
Bad day, bad luck, bad me.

End.

Hello readers!
It was fun i tell you! fun! why?
BECAAAUUSEEE....my fmly decided to go to Night Safari to celebrate my sis's bday on the 12.
I can't get to see things clearly as i'm short, and long sighted. -.-"
Tau bawak spec aku urh. tsk.
So yeah, took tons of pictures there. gerek beb.
Ok malas nak cakap lagi.
Omg! it's....pictures time. lol!
k go~

This picture was taken while i was in d glow in the dark room. =D

Me&mr.i dont know who. have a shot. lol
K that's all fr the night safari shots. the others are all in a cd.
My com was infected w/ fcking viruses so i cant get to view d cd. -.-"


Sunday, study group at tamp library w/ the goonz.
At 3.10, went off and had lunch at Qiji.
Then seperated cause sme of them wanted to catch a movie.
So i, ferouz & cuz decided to go ikea cause ferouz wanted to buy a mouse fr his com.
Went there, then destroyed the beds there. like gt showroom then we just sardin go and lie dwn like as if it was our home -.-"
Ok here are some shots at ikea,
haha. siak je eh baring pt bathtub :)

i know i'm shorter thn them. so what? go and die la. like i care.

Ok dah. sikit sikit je.
Haha.

Special special day.

Fuck yeah!
Today is a very very special day fr gf&i.
& today again, is our, 10th month anniversary!
=D Hip Hip hooray! lol
I love my babe, very much.
Thanks fr everything baby.
I love you. (L)

So yeah, got nth to talk abt anymore.
Byebye.

A Day To Remember.

Well yeah, i skipped school today. Everyone asked me why. And my reason is, I'M TIRED.
lol great great reason huh. Don't worry, tomorrow for sure i'll come. Hahaha.
A friend of mine told me that my FT thought i was the one who didn't lock the damn door ytd.
Whatthefuck! Padehal si orie siak. CHEEBYEDOG betol dia. Don't accuse anyhow la.
Next time go apply camera at the door eh. You can find out yourself. heh heh -.-

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Now, tomorrow is a special day for me&gf.
It's gonna be our 10th months aniversary. =D
Yeayyeayy! lol okay.


K dah.
Enjoy your dayz.
Byebye.

Wet day, Great day.

Yeah, it was raining this morning.
Luckily, i had an umbrella with me.
But still, fkn heavy rain wet my pants. Hahaha
And my shoes too. kasut aku haus la dey.
K skip that part.


There was a math test just now.
And fuck! i think i only did 1 question of all four?
I can't seem to do them. i can't concentrate.
Blurgh! -.-" i need help. FAST!
Oh yeah, huda is such a pain in the ass during math lesson.
You wanna ask me fr answers? i think you asked d wrng person.
And to think, just because i failed this test, i will fail fr every upcoming tests.
But that doesn't mean it's the end of the road for me.
I'll have to try harder and gyeah, HARDER like what Mr.bernard said.
Hopefully, i can understand more and do it right.


Right, on to electives.
It was really fun! (:
Like finally we get to shoot on our own.
Woohoo! gerek beb. tapi ada keco sikit.
Sme of my team members are nt quite co-operating.
fkn bastards! get real ! =.="
See, director da mengamok. Haha.
Get the vid.cam, get started!
Haha, alright ends here.
Bye2.

Hurt, so hurt

I don't know if you realize what you've done.

Alright, i can tell you.
You've hurt me. I don't know is it on purpose or what.
But, It truly hurts. it really does.
You are able to change in a jiffy.
To that someone i truly love, please don't go on like this.
I want the old you. i love you.
You love me too right? :(
Maybe? No?


Anyway, I can still go on.
But if you choose to fool me, you fkn made the wrong decision.
I'll stay truthful and sincere to you.
And you WILL change okay. you will.
I'm sure you can. for me, at least.
Easy said, you like it more to talk to other guys instead of just me.
I hope this doesn't have a third party involved.
It's because of that, that makes love complicated.
sighs* i don't know what i'm babbling about.
Oh god, please help me.
I'm desperate for answers to this matter.

I think that's all for today.
Have a gd day. Bbye.

OKB.

Went to bedok inter with my cuz just now at 1pm.
Bought 3 giordano tees which costs me ard $15.
And i like only had 34bucks with me? hah great.
Used up another $6 for ez-link.
Wah, cepat eh da turon. Hahaha.
Left with, 13bucks. gotta save again.

I fllwd gf to shop today.
As she had her pay and wanted to spend it.
So met up at bugis, and then headed to bugis street.
There were alot of ppl la siak.
Usually, sunday is d day where there aren't lots of ppl.
Heh. weird. so went around looking at what to buy.
Bought a new hoody there. not me, my gf.
OKB kate kan. Hahaha.
Too bad, i don't have enough money to spend on clothes or whatever cos i already spent before we meet.


Then blablabla.
Gosh, im so tired to type.
It's 1.02am right now. so yeah.
I'm sleepy and fucking tired to type.
Gdnight dicks.

Today is boring.
Today is just another meaningless day.
Today, alone again.
Today makes me feel so tired.


How i wished i could go out now.
Gf is busy w/ work.
Like everyday siah. =.="
I'm so bored. haizz..
Aku rase eh, tido lagi baik urh.


K da la. Aku nak tido.
Byebye.

Hello aunties.
Hello uncles.

I just came back frm school.
Why late? cause i got English oral just now.
D conversation part was okay la.
And i think i did pretty well fer it *winks*
LOL. K whatever.


Now, i wanna thank Joshua for lending me your ipod.
My recent mp3 sucks! Why? cause the batt gets low easily
Eventhough you charge it for like the whole day? -.-
Cool yeah ? Hahahaa.
So after oral, lepak-ed w/ the doodz.
After that, i fllwed ferouz to the market to buy some stuffs for his kenduri soon.
Looked around and i saw something that i totally DESPISE most.
Prawns. -.-" I'm allergic to it bastard ! get it off my face.
Gahh ! So take note, IM ALLERGIC TO PRAWNS. hah great.


Oh yeah, thank you too ferouz for treating me to 2 HL milk. Hahaa.
I didn't ask for it though. K thanks alot anyway.
He's very kind you see. My best pal.
So otw to bus stop, something bad happened.
Wanna know what? Kay, i'll tell ya.
I was drinking one of the HL susu, with no straw -.-
Then the susu spilled on my uniform. Whathefuck betol!
Naseb baek aku pakai baju PE. heh

So yeah, fkn sway.
Tomorrow, english test.
Gotta prepare. K that's all for today.
Byebye.

I met up with rauf at bedok inter at 1.00pm yesterday as we are gg to study.
Spose to meet w/ the others at 2.00pm. but nah, too late uh.
So i went first with rauf. Went to NTUC to find food.
I bought bread(butter croissants) . Delicioso!
Sedap hingga menjilat kaki oii ! Hahahaha!
Then ferouz msg-ed asking where we are. haha
Da keluar siang siang sia aku padehal.
Met him, onward to library.
Study study study. on math as usual.
And thanks rauf for making me understand more on tht topic.
Wooo~ feels great. then at 3.00pm, mum called.
Told me to come home cuase we're gg to Changi beach soon.
Sorry guys, left early. (bah)

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So yeah, reached home and repack-ed my stuffs.
Then left for Changi.
It was okay la. At least i get to free my stressed-up mind -.-
There weren't much of us anyway.
Came, set up the tents, mats any everything.
Then i headed to the water w/ my niece and dad.
Hahaha. keco uh si kecik. Macam tak pernah main air gitu siot. lolz
Splash splash, kene aku. baik eh?
Takpe, tak pasal. Carried her back to her mum and got her changed to her swimming costume.
Semangat oi si kecik tu. boleh tahan berat. ahahaa!
Changed alr, dia lari dulu. Hahahaha.
Tak sabar sia. aku baru nak angkat dia. tsktsktsk.


After doing those splashing, we decided to settle down.
Makan, lepak, main game. (:
Chit-chat-chit-chat then at ard 1.00am, we headed home.
*Phew* What a day.

What will be the first letter of the person you marry?
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I did this survey as i was bored like mad ! lol
And yeah, it turned out that the person that i'm gonna marry starts with the letter 'R' in her name.
My gf's name starts with 'R'
Hahaha. I can't tell whether it is true or not yeah.
(:

Today is the start of the new elective sessions for the 4NT's
I chose filming. cause i'm interested in it and i have some experience
It turned out to be NOT easy after they explained what we have to do and shits
It's sooo leceh!

I and my crew had to plan out what we are gonna shoot
Oh yeah, we had positions you know. Hahaha
Cool kepe. lolz

Faez - Editor(edits video shooots)
Faiz - Producer
Dzohri - Asst. DOP(Director Of Photography)
Danial - DOP. as you alr know what it means
Feiraz - Asst Director
Me - Director

Aku director dok. baek uh
Keje senang. but part planning aku tak suke.
Me and Faiz are the only ones who have to lay out what scene we are gonna make
(bah..) hassle -.-
Next week they will distribute the video cams.
Tak sabar uh! Hahaha
Confirm keco.


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Now, on to studies
I only have LESS than 60 days to study
Prelims coming this augst! cepat eh
I need to push on my math
A new teacher is teaching my class for math
I hope he teaches well and can make me understand better
May the force be with you ruzz. rofl !

Done.

Finally, i get to meet gf after six days! -.-
It's been like a month sia. Hahaha
Met her up at woodlands just now
So yeah, nth much
Just went to the pasar malam to check out things



Tick-tock-tick-tock, me gf had to leave early as she has to meet her cuz
Hah great. so i went home too
But by bus. more cheaper. lolz
(:
When i reached the 168 bus stop,(PUKIMAK, QUEUE PANJANG SIAK!)
Hahahaha. ape lagi, had to follow the long queue jugak uh
No choice.



Oh yeah, something happened in the bus just now.
The bus was full
Naseb double-decker.
So this tudung teen sat next to me.
Gf will surely kill me if she reads this :S
It's not my fault
I'm just being honest
So yeah, halfway through the ride home, the girl beside me got sleepy
Then you know what happened ?
You know la when ppl get tired and sleepy in the bus their head will fall on either the left side or right.
I was playing psp then i felt something heavy on my left shoulder
When i turned, the girl was resting her head on my shoulder.
WHATHEFUCK! so i quickly moved away.
Wah, sardin je dia. siak betol.
SORRY FOR THE NEWS GF.
I repeat eh, it's NOT my fault.
So i reached home at 7.05 just now

Ok the end.

Today is the start of my normal school schedule
It's a bore! =__="
I was chosen as the class vice-chairman
What the fuck! i didn't want that sia
!@%!@#%^!
Fuck you guys for nominating me


After school, my cuz came to my house to visit my grandma
So we talk talk talk at my room then both got sleepy
So yeah, sleep then
Then he woke me up ard 5plus
Said he had to go back.
Then i continued sleeping after my cuz left
I really really MISS rose so much!
After she explained what was going on w/ her, then i realised why she has been avoiding me all this while.
It has alr been six days im not meeting her
Hope she still remembers who i am to her
:(

Hello, i just had my haircut just now
And it was, not good -.-
Don't wanna talk abt it ah
Fuck this haircut !
Bye-bye long hair
Nevermind, it can grow back :D
Heh

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Tomorrow, school reopens
It's gonna be very VERY *toooooooooot*
Yeah, for sure
Gonna pack my bag soon
And i'm afraid i can't wake up early in the morning
Cuase i've been sleeping late during the hols
Hahahaha
Hope the alarm clock helps. lolz
Now i'm not gg to school together with my cuz
Becauusseeee..he's staying at his relative house for the moment
So yeah, kind of bored.
Best pon ade sebenarnya. =p

K dah. cukup.
I wanna go pack now.

Byebye.

Tomorrow the last day of he holidays
Ive yet to cut my hair
So its either i ask my gf to cut fer me or i go barber
Hmmm...idk. see how

So today, washed my bag, shoe and packed all the necessary things for school this monday
Cant believe im going back to tht sick school.
My prelims are coming soon
And more tests will be conducted throughout each lesson
Fckng rubbish ! -.-
Making my head spin sia. *spins head* rofl !
Homework, still incomplete.
I don't feel like doing it.
Alot of things are running through my mind right now

Ah, nevermind
And speaking of school..
Im gonna meet the same faces again at school soon.
Hahaha. boredom.


Here is my shoutout for today,

"I miss rose !!"

We've not been seeing e/o for some days alr
And there are no more 'night phone calls' from her
I wonder why.. :(
I feel so lifeless like this everyday
I need to meet up with u gf
Don't you miss me anymore ? *sobs*
I wished i could be with you right now

*Sighs*
Well anyways, im too depressed abt what has been gg on these days
So yeah...i wanna rest for now.

Gdnight to all. Buhbye.

Today adds up another boring and tiring day for me
Well, not exactly tired. lolz
Tired cause i slept late last night


Tried out the new game my sister bought from KL
She only bought two games, "God Of War" and "True Crime"
So tried out God of war first
For those who know, the game is of course, BRUTAL
blood, gore, big monsters and blablabla.
Fuck yeah! fcking love tht game ^^
Played the game for like 4hours plus
Started playing at 12.
Played on till 4.00am
And continued playing until 6.50am
Then my brother got sleepy and went to sleep first
Screw em!
K uh, nevermind. i play alone
*Yawwwwwns* I got sleepy so went to bed suda ah
Turned of everything and off to bed at 7.05am

K dah. penat aku nak type lagi
Hahaha

Three days past
And finally, my grandmother and younger sister are back!
Thanks sister for the games.
Gonna play them soon!

Gdnight to all!

Yesterday bored
Today bored
Everyday bored..

Now i'm alone at home
Brother out, sister out, mom and dad out too.
Feel like going out.
But to where?
With who? (girlfriend working. so yeah don't ask)
Mendak giler siol..
Anyone has any plans? lolz

Oh yeah, i can't wait to go to the beach this Sunday
Rose planned we go there. yessah!
Boleh ambik angin. phew*
(:

im so boreeeeed.
siting at home like, fuck! gahh!
got nothing else to do.

oh yeah, i had a bad dream last night.
i dreamt that 'pontianak' chased after me and some people in a i don't know whose house.
i was with my girlfriend, shidee and _____' someone else.
and i can't remember who.
we ran together at first.
then that 'someone' got really really scared.
scream here, scream there. like wtf? wah panic giler siah. =.="
so because of tht person, all ran in different ways.
so i ran too.
w/o knowing where im running to.
so i ended up in a room.
luckily, i met my girlfriend in that room.
she said, "b, i takot luh. macam mane ni?"
so i told her to calm down and lets try to find the others first.
bilik da kosong. mcm seram gitu kan.
then as i was just about to open the door, i heard someone laughing away behind us.
it goes like this, "heheheheheee!" so i knew it must that 'pontianak' which was after us.
i quickly grabbed a steel pipe and knocked on the 'pontianak's' head for like five times if i'm not wrong. haha! whathehell.

da ketok ketok, i rushed out of the room with girlfriend.
and met the others safely outside the house.
tunggu ape lagi? lari lah! hahahahaaa.
and the on the way home part umm..that, i skip. lol
so yeahh, fucking weird. brrrr.

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When I'm With You - Faber Drive



Saw you walk into the room
Thought I’d try to talk to you
Babe am I ever glad you wanted me to
It’s been two years to the day
Half the time I’ve been away
I know I’m not there enough but that’s gonna change
Cause I’m coming back
To show you that I’m keep the promise I made

When I’m with you I'll make every second count
Cause I miss you
Whenever you're not around
When I kiss you
I still get butterflies years from now
I'll make every second count when I'm with you

Yeah we've had our ups and down
But we've always worked them out
Babe am I ever glad we've got this far now
Still I'm lying here tonight
Wishing I was by your side
Cause when I'm not there enough
Nothing feels right
So I'm coming back to show you that
I'll love you the rest of my life

When I'm with you
I'll make every second count
Cause I miss you
When ever you're not around
When I kiss you I still get butterflies years from now
I'll make every second count
When I'm with you
Whatever it takes I'm not gonna break the promise I made
When I'm with you
I'll make every second count
Cause I miss you

When I'm with you
I'll make every second count
Cause I miss you
Whenever you're not around
When I kiss you
I still get butterflies years from now
I'll make every second count
(Make every second count)
When I'm with you
When I'm with you
When I'm with you
When I'm with you
Yeah


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this song was dedicated from rose to me on our 9th month!
how sweet of her. thanks for the lovely song baby. i love u so much! (:
ok gooooooo~

Hello.
i know its been awhile since i last updated his blog
i'm using my cuz's com right now
and today, is a very special day for me.
why? cause it is....
my, 9thmonth with rose baby today !!
I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER !

gyeahh..
and she is now, working -.-
sheeesh ! well i guess i gotta wait for her to return home.
wondering if my computer at home is fixed. mhmmm..
nevermind.

End.

i will not be updating for some time.
why ??

BECAUUUUSEEE !
my com is infected with virus !
yes, its shit, i know.
all my pictures, songs, everything is GONE.
shitty much .

my cuz showed me this video.
go watch. kekek beb.


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now, talking about how im feeling nowadays.
i may look happy on the outside.
but inside, it's burning like hell ! :(
please cure my heart. don't make it worser and worser each day.
haizz...thats all i have to say.

End.

Yes, that's my niece. cute much huh. absolutely adorable. AND, energetic too. gosh, you need a lot of energy to look over this kid. She runs around alot ! Hahaha.

Alright, a little too late to post about my johor trip. lol
had to tag along as there was nothing else i could do if i were to sit and rot at home.
went there to attend a wedding ceremony of my granny's nephew or what. don't really know.
Hahaha. yeah and the flats there are not the same as it is in Singapore. like, seriously. it's sooo...different.
staircase cramped and everything. ok da. cukup.


In Singapore, wedding ceremonies are more luxurious and people tend to make it a memorable one for the newlyweds . Malaysia is different. they just hold a simple ceremony and only few people were invited. their close relatives. so after all that, went shopping at Angsana. shop shop shop. bought a new hoodie there. woohoo ! my cuz couldn't decide what to buy. hoodies or shoe ? fikir punye fikir. and at last, he bought...a shoe XD . and of course we saw some 'macam-fahams , mat-mat malaysia' while shopping.
staring at me and cuz from head to toe like jakon gitu sia. but i find it funny, it doesn't scare me at all. its the fact, they do look .. FUNNY, indeed ! lol
a/c broke down in our rented van and we're baked i tell you. BAKED ALIVE ! =.="

so blablabla.
I'm back to Singapore !