Change Me.

I'm not fasting today.
Why? Because i've got alot of problems lately.
My head is giddy enough. I can't take much more of this.
I need a break.

So yesterday, i slept at 3.15am.
I didn't wake up for Sahur.
I didn't even go to school cause of this.

To that person, i was unable to sleep okay.
I can't help thinking about it.
If i had kept my promise to change, this wouldn't have happen.
I just wished it didn't happen.
But i was a fool to make it happen.
Really, a fool.
I apologise, i'm sorry.

Now, you want me to change.
Okay, this time i will change for real.
So tell me if you've noticed any difference in me.
Today marks the day i will try and change slowly.