how great.
my handphone is way more nicer now. =.=
the screen inside it is now..cracked. wtf.

im gonna go and get it repaired soon.
and yeah, dont msg me cause i can see anything on the screen.
just call me if you need anything.

*sighs*

what a day. -.-
where are you bby? why didn't contact me today?
what happened?? why why why?!
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and this is the last day of the week.
and also the last day of the march holidays. -.-
tomorrow, freaking school! damn!
i feel like not going to school uh. i'm so tired of school man.
haiz...kalau lah sekarang december holiday eh. kan best! lol
well anyways, i'll see if i'm not too lazy to wake up. haha!

i miss rose lah! :'(
i want her in my arms now. like, how i wish that can happen right now. -.-"
well i think thats all about it then.

so yeah

yesterday was fun! went to east coast with rose darla. it has been awhile since we last went there together. oh by the way, the picture (above) is done by rose. sweet much huh :) didn't expect she would do that. haha. aku cinta sama kamu! lol guess i would say that you're more ROMANTIC than me la. hehees! so after eating all, we decided to swim. it was kecorable i tell ya..haha! the water was cold for me. i can't stand it when it reaches my body level. *brrr* then after some minutes later, the sky turned dark. we knew it was gonna rain soon. so we headed for shelter fast.

so blablabla, i went back to bbtk to send rose back. well, supposed to meet my friend at east coast. but, nahh. don't feel like it. it was his birthday though. but some of my pathetic and most irritating friends were there. and i, DISLIKE it. -.-" but anws, happy birthday, joshua :)
i didn't get to bash u up right yesterday. so, watch out at school. lol!

and yeah, i enjoyed yesterday very much.
I LOVE U DEAREST LOVE! :)

its been like raining since just now. im freaking cold now.
*brrr*..blankets and sweaters not helping out.
all i need is rose to hug me tightly. :(
wish u were here with me right now baby..

and yeah, not forgetting.
happy 6 month to us! wooohoooo! :)

yeah...
at last, a week off from freaking boring school. -.-
well at least i can rest for the whole week! phew*

can someone give me my pillow now?
zzz...zzz...zzz...
lol

tsktsktsk.
rose baby, i dont need any injections or whatsoever man.
like, for what? HAHAHA!

well anyways, i got my progress report yesterday.
and yessah! i think i scored pretty good. should i say that. lol

well, here are my grades..

Math - grade 1?! (wtf. cant believe i got grade 1 for my math.) =|

English - grade 1

Malay - grade 2

EOA/EOB - grade U (i got 49. just 1 more fxking mark and at least 1 get a grade 5 or something? man..)

CPA - grade 1

and my class position is 4 out of 37 students.
i want to improve more. and i HAVE to do well.
so yeah...

im really sorry sayang...
i didnt mean to say all those words to u.
i just cant control my jealousy. this is what will happen when im too overly jealous.
my mind and imaginations are going wild. i have to calm down.
i cannot let this happen again. i cant cant CANT!
im not ready to lose the person whom i seriously love with my whole heart.
i cant live on without u. and i'll make sure i wont add anymore problems in your life okayy.

i need u in my life...
who else can i turn to each time i have problems if not u.
u are the only one who is always there for me. to console me, to make me feel better.
i know its hard for u to get over this. it isn't easy, yes i know.
and im sorry for saying that i hate u. sorryy...
actually, i dont ok. and i didnt mean to say it. believe it or not. :(
please done leave me.... i still, LOVE YOU, Rose Idariza<3

and it is MARCH.... -.-
its like so fast alr huh. cant wait for march 11 to come.
it will be our 6th month!(: wooowooo wooo! haha.
but sad to say, she's currently working at causeway point for some time.
im WORRIED sick here. can anyone forward the time now to 5?
oh i mean, like for everytime she is working? blurrrh! >.<

i miss her so heavily much! :'(