im really sorry sayang...
i didnt mean to say all those words to u.
i just cant control my jealousy. this is what will happen when im too overly jealous.
my mind and imaginations are going wild. i have to calm down.
i cannot let this happen again. i cant cant CANT!
im not ready to lose the person whom i seriously love with my whole heart.
i cant live on without u. and i'll make sure i wont add anymore problems in your life okayy.

i need u in my life...
who else can i turn to each time i have problems if not u.
u are the only one who is always there for me. to console me, to make me feel better.
i know its hard for u to get over this. it isn't easy, yes i know.
and im sorry for saying that i hate u. sorryy...
actually, i dont ok. and i didnt mean to say it. believe it or not. :(
please done leave me.... i still, LOVE YOU, Rose Idariza<3